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We mature the most as sons and daughters of God, when we seek to know God for Himself as He is – and by not trying to maintain already held beliefs or prop up an already revered belief system. This is why the pure in heart – those without a hidden agenda - see God as He is and the less pure are stuck with a blurry version of God and themselves.
This is to say we will advance spiritually and in every sphere, when we pursue truth for its own sake – because truth is life.
Truth is who God is. Truth is an accurate experience of what God has done for us and truth is an authentic living out of who we are in our participation in
His Plan. If God is truth as Father, we are truth as sons.
The core truth of living is to know who we are. We have a secure sense of being and a solid sense of identity when our sense of being is based on fact. We are alive with agency when our sense of self is intrinsic to our person. That is, we are rejoicing as
ourselves and the self we have possessed and the real self that has possessed us is who we are in the Christ of God. This is who we actually are in spirit and in truth.
We have a true sense of self in Christ our life and a false sense of self in the law/religion and anything not Christ.
A sense of self, an identity with honour is a commodity that we don’t have naturally. It’s something we acquire (Or we think we must). So we seek to earn a sense of self and status and we strive to protect it both consciously and unconsciously. We might seek to get our status from outside the self by attachment to communities of belief, by public displays of performance and by the occupancy of roles to which is attached some status. So ‘how we look’ is made to stand in for who we are. But we are who we are when Christ is our life. This is being holy as God is holy.
A life in Adam is the opposite to the peace and well-being of a Sabbath life. Achieving honour, maintaining status and avoiding shame is pursued as the realisation of our being as something of worth. At heart this quest is the attempt to be worthy of God and to ‘be as gods.’
It is pursued because we sense that we have no inherent dignity – no inherent dignity either because we have defined ourselves as a being who has evolved from a mollusc or having no inherent dignity because we living in separation from God. But we have this inheritance: This union with God that is our treasure in a jar of clay. In Christ we have this identity of sons because we are in Christ and He has come in our flesh.
In Adam We seek significance in externalities. The externalities we are pursuing are the false symbols of who we desire to be. We adopt these externalities as our self. We rely on them because we have decided that this is who we are. Because that’s all we have. These accoutrements become more important than who I really am. They become the false self that we are not.
Here’s the rub and the lie. The status we get from such externalities is ephemeral. It has no real substance. It can go as quickly as it came. If based on fables it will be an illusion. If bestowed on us when we don’t deserve it by people without discernment and no true sense of self, it will become a snare, a stumbling block and we will be a blind leader of the blind in our sphere.
We can live life - yet have never lived because we have never lived as our real selves. We have spent our lives in externalities and other people’s expectations. It’s what Jesus meant by gaining a life and losing who you really are. This is why we should seek Christ as our life and not substitutes for life like religion and denominational affiliation.
Joe had a near death experience following a heart attack. He was not a religious yet he found himself in conversation with Jesus. Jesus asked him what he had done that he thought valuable in life. Joe began listing the kinds of externalities we have mentioned here – the kinds of things we imagine confer status and significance. Jesus laughed and said, ‘I didn’t mean that. What I meant was how successful have you been at being yourself?’
We can pass away at the end of our life in the body, without ever having lived in the satisfaction of being our real selves because we have been ministers of religion and law instead of new covenant ministers of spirit and life.
‘What good will it be for someone to gain the whole world, yet forfeit their soul? Or what can anyone give in exchange for their soul?’ Matt 16.26 NIV. This scripture is not about missing out on heaven. It’s about missing out on you.